Exist Loudly

My Letters

I had this idea come to me last night.

Last night wasn’t a good night for me. I miss my mom but last night, I missed her a lot more than I usually did. I really needed motherly advice, her motherly advice, but she’s no longer here to give it to me. So as I cried off and on for most of the night, caught up in sadness and asking an empty space for advice, and getting nothing, I wrote in my own blog for something, anything…

As I tried to sleep, I was talking to my mom, the energy that I feel is around me that’s her spirit, and wanted to tell her things. So I did. I just pretended she was sitting next me and this site was born. These are things that I would have said to my mom if she were here with me. These are feelings I would share with her.

These are letters to my mom. She might not be able to reply to them or hug me when I need it, but at least, I’m not holding on to something that could destroy me. I’m not going to hold onto the grief or the sadness. I’m going to let it go and make something positive of it.

I wear my heart on my sleeve for all the world to see and here are all the letters for the world to see. I won’t stop just because this subject might be taboo or wrong. If one person reads this and is helped, my job here on earth has been done.

So here are my letters…

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