Exist Loudly

Crazy Delight

I’ve been sitting here, staring at a blinking cursor, trying to put into words what is in my head and I am failing miserably. I’m not frustrated about it. I just can’t word it like I’d like. I can’t make it cohesive. It would be a round about way to get from point A to point B.

Ain’t mad about it though…

My “lil” sistah, Tracy, and I have been talking a lot the last few days about changing things in our life and a lot of it is changing the negative to positivity. Taking what you can control and living your life like you want instead of how others make you feel you should be.  Since Monday’s epiphany in Bitters Be Damned, I honestly have had the best 2 days. Yes, I’m slammed at work. Yes, I’m stressed. Yes, I can’t get past the 42 emails in my inbox, but it actually has been a delight to experience it all.


Crazy. I. Know.

Yet, I’m not dreading going to work with a To Do List that grew by 10 items in the last five minutes of work. I know I can get it done. I just have to take a deep breath and jump right in.

I want this crazy feeling of wonderment and awe to stick with me for the rest of the life. I want the need to continue to try new things to stay.

As I told Tracy, Life is too short. Bitter be damned.

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