crimson blood spilled masticated meat cannot be satiated insatiable appetite burning from within cravings coursing through veins woven with pain

no physicality no urge to move staring at ceiling Jedi mind trick to make paint move lifting fingers too heavy compressed chest body sighs

frozen in time caught in a frame longing for what you have craving connection seeing green within wanting it more than you jealousy rages fills my tormented soul leaves me broken on […]

wrestling with a restless rage against a love tinged with hate

wanting and not having pounding chest and sweaty palms craving desire tearing at my soul each breath begging for more delicious and pleasing gratification of carnality take and give pleasure in pain […]