no urge


no physicality no urge to move staring at ceiling Jedi mind trick to make paint move lifting fingers too heavy compressed chest body sighs



frozen in time caught in a frame longing for what you have craving connection seeing green within wanting it more than you jealousy rages fills my tormented soul leaves me broken on […]



wanting and not having pounding chest and sweaty palms craving desire tearing at my soul each breath begging for more delicious and pleasing gratification of carnality take and give pleasure in pain […]

mine not yours


taking them back the hearts, the smiles and the tears that were stolen from me, from others mine to take mine to make mine not yours I want them all to crush […]