I’m Tired Ya’ll
We all think ‘I don’t have enough time’ or ‘I don’t have enough hours in the day’ but it’s pretty damn amazing at how much time one does have once they stop doom scrolling. To prove myself wrong, I plotted every hour of the day and assigned it a job. The work hours were easy to assign, so were the training hours and the gym … Continue reading I’m Tired Ya’ll
the dance of the pendulum
back and forththe dance of the pendulumback and forthboth sides extremebalance is in betweenthe dance of the pendulum Continue reading the dance of the pendulum
Lonely as a Cloud
It wandered lonely as a cloudThe last remnants of will you marry meSlowly melting away into the blueThe faded letters revealing the sadnessThere would be no happy endingThere would be no ‘I do’A forlorn wanna be groom and a defiant not ready brideSplitting the bill of their livesSeeing each other for the last time Continue reading Lonely as a Cloud
Being a Woman is Hard, Being a Trans Woman is Harder
As I was walking home a couple of weeks ago from work, I passed a group of kids. They were non threatening, lost in doing their own thing which was filming each other doing skating tricks and being goofy teenage boys. But nonetheless, my female instincts kicked in. Was there anyone else around that could save me if attacked? Was there safety to run to? … Continue reading Being a Woman is Hard, Being a Trans Woman is Harder
you can’t touch my halo
you can’t touch my halodrenched in goldcracked with blood you can’t touch my halodarkened with ashesof the souls of the dead you can’t touch my haloholy with the stains of demon salivadamned with the tears of the angels you can’t touch my halodarkened with ashesof the souls of the dead Continue reading you can’t touch my halo
A Smorgasbord
It’s been a while since I’ve poured out my thoughts here so figured no time like the present. Forgive the typos, the F key on my laptop is broken and sticks and sometimes doesn’t work at all. Perhaps a metaphor for life. Perhaps not. Who knows to be honest. This piece will be all over the place…as the title says, a smorgasbord if you will. … Continue reading A Smorgasbord
Always Was, Always Will Be
While my Australian citizenship has been approved, I am awaiting my citizenship ceremony to make it official. So, I am calling this my 3rd Australia Day as a permanent resident and my 8th Australia Day overall. As previous Australia Days, I reflect instead of celebrate. I understand the error of my thought about having a citizenship ceremony on this day. It was wrong of me … Continue reading Always Was, Always Will Be
moments
moments filled with blood
moments of searing pain Continue reading moments
again
bleeding out Continue reading again
nothing more
stillness
nothing more Continue reading nothing more