what’s it like when the storm sets inand the darkness creeps into your veinswhat’s it like when the storm crashes into your souland wraps you in a fiery hug does it ache […]
what’s it like…
Ghosts of Depression Past
hidden in the shadows linger in the darkness moments of sadness moments of dispair aches of the soul pain the heart river of tears washed away hurt and sorrow these are the […]
Dropping the Mask
It’s Sunday, 5:19pm as I start to write this. “Zhill Down” by Neotic is playing and there is some celebratory clapping going on outside my windows. I did a whole lot to […]
Some Days…
Some days are diamonds. Some days are stone. That’s what John Denver sang anyway. Some days just kick you in the fucking teeth. Some days just leave you the hell alone. And […]
The Heart of the Matter
It’s been a hot minute since I’ve truly written here. I should clarify hot minute into hot months…but more like cold months since it’s winter here in Australia. For at least 2 […]
Feeling Blah
This has been a shitty week for me emotionally, mentally and spiritually. It might be remnants of November or it could be this is the week my mama passed away 8 years […]
The Oncoming Storm
And there sets forth the oncoming storm Wispy fingers of creeping dark around my neck Will it pass through or will it linger? Staring at the darkness that’s coming towards me Praying […]
The Greatest Trick the Devil Ever Pulled
“The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn’t exist. And like that, poof. He’s gone.” ~Verbal (The Usual Suspects) If the kids in Stranger Things have “The […]
In The End
I woke up at 6am (4pm US) and I hit snooze on the alarm. I just wasn’t ready to face the day and was so ready to have the week come to […]
SOTM: Comfortable by Lanks
In 2014, I started a little website called 16 Clefs. It was an outlet for me to talk about music. I loved doing it but it kind of fell to the wayside […]
4 Things and A Lizard
There’s about 5 people I know who may pick up on this Doctor Who reference! Let’s be honest, how fucking boring is it to call this post a reflection of 2016! Thpppt!! 4 […]
Until Then, In the Darkness…
The hardest thing about this December 17th is that I cried daily leading up to it. I’m not talking about a few tears. I’m talking about cry until you get a god […]
