Well today we’ve been married for 36 years. God, I miss you. You come to me all the time in my dreams. One day I hope I wake up from this nightmare. They say it gets easier as time goes by but it don’t. I had all the things I wanted to say, but if I start I would jabber on for hours. I’m just … Continue reading Happy Anniversary from Ricky

Well it’s a Saturday night and I’m sitting in Palm Springs, California. It’s been one year and and one month and twenty days and fourteen hours and forty eight minutes since you have left. And it’sstill seems like yesterday I was laying in bed with you while you took your last breath.  I keep hoping that I’ll walk in the front door of the house and you’ll come … Continue reading Time

HEY HONEY, YESTERDAY WASN’T A GOOD DAY FOR ME. EVERYTHING I DONE, TOUCHED, THOUGHT WAS ABOUT YOU. IT STARTED ABOUT 7PM. I WAS LISTENING TO MY IPOD WHEN LORIE MORGAN, PICTURE OF ME WITHOUT YOU STARTED AND I STARTED. I WAS CRYING SO HARD I HAD TO PULL OVER BECAUSE I COULDN’T SEE THE ROAD. BEAR KNEW SOMETHING WASN’T RIGHT. SHE WAS TRYING TO CLEAN … Continue reading Missing You

To many days of being aloneTo many days since you’ve been goneTo many months of asking whyTo many months of saying goodbyeToo many tears have come my wayToo many tears have come to stayI miss you Darling that’s why I sayI’ll always you love to my dying days By Richard Taylor June 2010 Continue reading Poem to Lek

Here’s a letter from Daddy to you… WELL ITS BEEN 6 MONTHS SINCE YOU’VE LEFT. ITS 12:55 PM AND IT SEEMS TO HAVE BEEN ONLY 6 MINUTES SINCE I LAST HELD YOU. I LOOKED AT THE CLOCK WHEN YOU PASSED AND IT WAS 12:55 DEC.17,2009. I HOPE THAT WILL BE A DATE I NEVER FORGET AS WAS THE DAY WE MET. I MOVED YOUR YELLOW … Continue reading 6 Months

Here’s a letter from Daddy to you… Hey Honey, Was sitting here thinking about you,which is every minute. Most of my family and my friends think I’m a cold hearted bastard for not showing any emotions. It’s true I don’t show them but I do when I’m by myself. I just don’t let them see it. It all caught up with me. I’ve taking lives … Continue reading Thinking of You

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! I LOVE YOU! Here’s a letter from Daddy to you… IT’S THE EVE OF YOUR BIRTHDAY. YOU’LL BE 62 TOMORROW. YOU KNOW I AM SLOWLY LOSING MY MEMORY. I TRIED TO THINK OF WHAT I HAD FOR BREAKFAST YESTERDAY AND IN FACT I DON’T REMEMBER IF I ATE BREAKFAST YESTERDAY. BUT I CAN REMEMBER THE DAY WE MET. IT WAS FEB 14th … Continue reading Happy Birthday Lek