So, changing for you, well that turned into, me still being a lazy slob. I can hear your voice and see the look you’re giving me right now. I know, I know, I know.

Just stop being lazy.

I don’t know why I’m so hard on myself Mama. I guess I expect perfection & extraordinary and when I don’t give myself that, I let my lazy bum like qualities shine.

I know I have to change for me and not for your or anyone else. I just wish it came in a pill and was easy.

So tomorrow, I’ll set my alarm 6 am and pray like hell I don’t hit the snooze button.

If I can sleep a solid 7 to 8 hours, I think I might actually be able to get up and do a work out.

Cross your fingers for me Mama.