no urge
no physicality no urge to move staring at ceiling Jedi mind trick to make paint move lifting fingers too heavy compressed chest body sighs Continue reading no urge
Category: Exist Loudly
longing
frozen in time caught in a frame longing for what you have craving connection seeing green within wanting it more than you jealousy rages fills my tormented soul leaves me broken on floor Continue reading longing
restless rage
wrestling with a restless rage against a love tinged with hate Continue reading restless rage
wanting
wanting and not having pounding chest and sweaty palms craving desire tearing at my soul each breath begging for more delicious and pleasing gratification of carnality take and give pleasure in pain pain in pleasure no love, just wanting Continue reading wanting
mine not yours
taking them back the hearts, the smiles and the tears that were stolen from me, from others mine to take mine to make mine not yours I want them all to crush to burn to make bleed to give to praise to raise to take back again and again Continue reading mine not yours
thin veil
standing on the shoulders of the weak thumping your chest like an ape no one is envious of your buffoonery laughing stock of the human race your arrogance is a thin veil of prejudice Continue reading thin veil
5:15 the Angels Have Gone
tears filled with sadness heart empty a hole where you once stood death, too early where were the angels when I needed them where was a god when I needed to believe gone the faith within gone the hope for healing gone the fight to live 5:15 your time of death 5:15 the time I stopped living Inspired by “5:15 the Angels Have Gone” from … Continue reading 5:15 the Angels Have Gone
barren emptiness
barren emptiness within silence no voice to speak desolation fuels desperation kills give up go on stand still move forward moss covers feet unable to move soul finally flys free Continue reading barren emptiness
screaming silence
rage of jealousness piercing my soul hatred of smiles spewing bile within anger boiling clenched fists heavy not good enough not thought about not cared for screaming agony silencing mind not mine now nor never Continue reading screaming silence
a moment in time
a moment in time stuck between two grains of sand neither giving holding on to something letting go sliding slipping falling fast dragging down the hourglass a moment in time gone forever lost in the folds of the darkness Continue reading a moment in time