Vital Signs

I have a “Goliath” that is physically, mentally, and emotionally making me sick. It has put more fear in me than it should have. I have realized how much mental, emotional, and physical energy I HAVE ALLOWED myself to put into this fear and how much it has flatlined my soul. It made me realize that I have still been doing the “Dead Living” I wrote about last month. … Continue reading Vital Signs

Dead Living

“I can’t take it. It’s just a paycheck. I can’t fake it, when nothing’s sacred. It just started. I can’t take one more day. I can’t bend, this must end, counting back from 3, 2, 1…” ~”Dead Living” by Sugarcult They say “we are born to die”. We are not Benjamin Button. Most of us get up, go to work, do what we need to do to survive … Continue reading Dead Living

The Crab Trap of Life

“I think it’s time to check the crab trap of life once more.” ~ Jimmy Buffett

We all fall into place in our lives…a place of compliance, a place of fear, a place of inspiration, etc. I’ve had this feeling of falling into a place with people I know. A place where I have realized I have outgrown some and some where I am ready to let go because the fight isn’t going to be worth the end result. As they say friends come into our lives for a reason, season, blah, blah, blah. Some wax poetic about friendships, I call it weeding my garden of friends. Some flowers become weeds. Some weeds become flowers, but sometimes, as inspired by the Jimmy Buffett lyric, “I think it’s time to check the crab trap of life once more” one needs to just check the crab trap and make sure the ones in the trap belong.

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Forget Where You Come From, Learn to Live

First, EP review of STOKESWOOD “2075” coming this weekend.

Now that I’ve got that out of the way, after a pretty shit-tastic day…well, it was a good day, until like the last 30 minutes of work. I should say, I’m getting use to the shittiness, but I have this fucked up and sadistic twist of hope that people aren’t really crap-tastic as they appear to be. Continue reading “Forget Where You Come From, Learn to Live”

Absorb What is UsefulReject What is Useless

“Absorb what is useful. Reject what is useless.” ~ Bruce Lee This quote by Bruce Lee has stuck with me. The moment I read it, I started this post and then lost the thought and perhaps the meaning behind the quote shortly after. Now, several months later, going through drafts of posts, I landed on this post again. Why didn’t I ever finish writing it? … Continue reading Absorb What is UsefulReject What is Useless