Here’s a letter from Daddy to you… WELL ITS BEEN 6 MONTHS SINCE YOU’VE LEFT. ITS 12:55 PM AND IT SEEMS TO HAVE BEEN ONLY 6 MINUTES SINCE I LAST HELD YOU. I LOOKED AT THE CLOCK WHEN YOU PASSED AND IT WAS 12:55 DEC.17,2009. I HOPE THAT WILL BE A DATE I NEVER FORGET AS WAS THE DAY WE MET. I MOVED YOUR YELLOW … Continue reading 6 Months
Here’s a letter from Daddy to you… Hey Honey, Was sitting here thinking about you,which is every minute. Most of my family and my friends think I’m a cold hearted bastard for not showing any emotions. It’s true I don’t show them but I do when I’m by myself. I just don’t let them see it. It all caught up with me. I’ve taking lives … Continue reading Thinking of You
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! I LOVE YOU! Here’s a letter from Daddy to you… IT’S THE EVE OF YOUR BIRTHDAY. YOU’LL BE 62 TOMORROW. YOU KNOW I AM SLOWLY LOSING MY MEMORY. I TRIED TO THINK OF WHAT I HAD FOR BREAKFAST YESTERDAY AND IN FACT I DON’T REMEMBER IF I ATE BREAKFAST YESTERDAY. BUT I CAN REMEMBER THE DAY WE MET. IT WAS FEB 14th … Continue reading Happy Birthday Lek
Yesterday, I woke up feeling kind of weary. It was the typical not enough sleep during the week, too much to drink the night before, and son on. Today, I woke up sick. A nose that went between to stuffy to running. Eyes that burned with water and a head that ached or throbbed. I spent 95% of the day in bed. Lingering between fully … Continue reading Letting Go
Happy Mother’s Day Mama! The rose bush you planted bloomed this week. One single yellow rose is there and I told Brenda that it was you watching over everything at the house. She said someone had to keep her in check. I know you’re keeping an eye on us from above. Everyone is checking in on me and making sure I’m okay today. It’s nice … Continue reading Happy Mother’s Day
Today your Stinker, Riley, turned eleven! Can you believe that? 11 years old!!! You’d be so proud of her. She also competed in her first cheerleading competition and came in 2nd place. It’s also her first birthday without you. Continue reading Happy Birthday Riley
I love you and miss you Mama. Happy early Mother’s Day. “IF YOU WERE HERE” by Poe Father: What is it Annie? Daughter: I miss you.If you were here I know that you would Truly be amazed At what’s become of what you made If you were here You would know how I treasured every day How every single word you spoke Echoes in me … Continue reading If You Were Here
One year ago today Mama, you and I were racing down 85 on our way to the hospital in anticipation of your second grand daughter’s birth. Today, she turns one and you’re not here and it’s so odd Mama that you’re not here. Taylor’s one and you’d be so proud of her and Brenda. She’s a beautiful little girl. But today I also got a … Continue reading Happy Birthday Taylor
I’m sitting here watching the Preds vs Blackhawk game and writing you a letter. Obviously right? Taylor’s walking now and speaking baby babble. You’d be so proud of her. Looking at her today, I was reminded a lot of you. How you would turn your head if you were thinking about something or how you would tilt your head trying to find the right words … Continue reading Today
I find myself missing you at the oddest moments. Like now, I’m sitting here in tears. Nothing particular triggered the tears, I just miss you. I still find it hard to believe that you’re gone. I just want to hear you say “I love you baby.” Continue reading I Miss You