HEY HONEY, YESTERDAY WASN’T A GOOD DAY FOR ME. EVERYTHING I DONE, TOUCHED, THOUGHT WAS ABOUT YOU. IT STARTED ABOUT 7PM. I WAS LISTENING TO MY IPOD WHEN LORIE MORGAN, PICTURE OF ME WITHOUT YOU STARTED AND I STARTED. I WAS CRYING SO HARD I HAD TO PULL OVER BECAUSE I COULDN’T SEE THE ROAD. BEAR KNEW SOMETHING WASN’T RIGHT. SHE WAS TRYING TO CLEAN … Continue reading Missing You
I believe Ville Valo of H.I.M. said it best, “Music is God, my best friend.” There are songs that inspire me, console me, move me, and make me feel loved. There are the songs that brighten my day and there are songs that take me to a certain time or memory. “Closer to the Edge” by 30 Seconds to Mars was an instant favorite for … Continue reading Closer to the Edge
Mama,You would so love the remake of Clash of the Titans. Just as much as you & I loved the original. It made me cry thinking of you. I could just hear you shouting at the tv to fight or look behind you. It made me miss you. I could have used your words, your wisdom a few weeks ago. I just needed you to … Continue reading Clash of the Titans
Mama,Why is it so hard on me that your dogs, your babies, might not be in my life anymore? I’m crying so hard right now that I can’t be breathe. I feel like I’m giving away the last part of you that I have. It hurts my heart. It hurts my soul. They deserve you here to love them. They deserve you here to take … Continue reading Your Babies
To many days of being aloneTo many days since you’ve been goneTo many months of asking whyTo many months of saying goodbyeToo many tears have come my wayToo many tears have come to stayI miss you Darling that’s why I sayI’ll always you love to my dying days By Richard Taylor June 2010 Continue reading Poem to Lek
You’re not here Mama, but I know you’re in the sky shining down on your one true love, Daddy. I know you’re telling him HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY! I LOVE YOU! Continue reading Happy Birthday Ricky
Here’s a letter from Daddy to you… WELL ITS BEEN 6 MONTHS SINCE YOU’VE LEFT. ITS 12:55 PM AND IT SEEMS TO HAVE BEEN ONLY 6 MINUTES SINCE I LAST HELD YOU. I LOOKED AT THE CLOCK WHEN YOU PASSED AND IT WAS 12:55 DEC.17,2009. I HOPE THAT WILL BE A DATE I NEVER FORGET AS WAS THE DAY WE MET. I MOVED YOUR YELLOW … Continue reading 6 Months
Here’s a letter from Daddy to you… Hey Honey, Was sitting here thinking about you,which is every minute. Most of my family and my friends think I’m a cold hearted bastard for not showing any emotions. It’s true I don’t show them but I do when I’m by myself. I just don’t let them see it. It all caught up with me. I’ve taking lives … Continue reading Thinking of You
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! I LOVE YOU! Here’s a letter from Daddy to you… IT’S THE EVE OF YOUR BIRTHDAY. YOU’LL BE 62 TOMORROW. YOU KNOW I AM SLOWLY LOSING MY MEMORY. I TRIED TO THINK OF WHAT I HAD FOR BREAKFAST YESTERDAY AND IN FACT I DON’T REMEMBER IF I ATE BREAKFAST YESTERDAY. BUT I CAN REMEMBER THE DAY WE MET. IT WAS FEB 14th … Continue reading Happy Birthday Lek
Yesterday, I woke up feeling kind of weary. It was the typical not enough sleep during the week, too much to drink the night before, and son on. Today, I woke up sick. A nose that went between to stuffy to running. Eyes that burned with water and a head that ached or throbbed. I spent 95% of the day in bed. Lingering between fully … Continue reading Letting Go