tears filled with sadness heart empty a hole where you once stood death, too early where were the angels when I needed them where was a god when I needed to believe gone the faith within gone the hope for healing gone the fight to live 5:15 your time of death 5:15 the time I stopped living Inspired by “5:15 the Angels Have Gone” from … Continue reading 5:15 the Angels Have Gone
barren emptiness within silence no voice to speak desolation fuels desperation kills give up go on stand still move forward moss covers feet unable to move soul finally flys free Continue reading barren emptiness
rage of jealousness piercing my soul hatred of smiles spewing bile within anger boiling clenched fists heavy not good enough not thought about not cared for screaming agony silencing mind not mine now nor never Continue reading screaming silence
a moment in time stuck between two grains of sand neither giving holding on to something letting go sliding slipping falling fast dragging down the hourglass a moment in time gone forever lost in the folds of the darkness Continue reading a moment in time
rise and fall of lungs begging for air flesh against flesh tearing at skin hate filled fingers embed their tips within decibels crescendo on quiet ears one bite and teeth drain a demon spawn eating at the soul of innocence’s caress Featured photo by Matheus Bertelli from Pexels Continue reading innocence’s caress
the hearts filthy lesson of love and hate the hearts filthy lesson of obsession and depression the hearts filthy lesson of life and death the hearts filthy lesson of torment and freedom the hearts filthy lesson of safety and fear the hearts filthy lesson of victim and sainthood the hearts filthy lesson never teaching only reminding Inspired by “The Hearts Filthy Lesson” from the album … Continue reading The Hearts Filthy Lesson
stolen moment breathe taken memory seared of first seeing you was it day or was it night remember what you wore with such delight heart beating fast lungs gasping for air mind playing back something that wasn’t really there light fades to darkness darkness escapes the light were you a reality or just a thief in the night Continue reading were you a reality
within lies deep ache within lies sadness within lies broken pieces within lies depression within lies anxiety within lies strength within lies faith within lies fight within lies fire within lies desire within lies life Continue reading Within
stolen moments caught in time two hearts bathed in universal light filling the world with magic and filling it with delight stolen moments taken in love by the purest light This is one of the few photos we have of my mom (Lek) with my youngest niece (Taylor). She loved her granddaughters more than anything else and cherished the earth they lived on. Continue reading Stolen Moments
a big hurt believing one could love another a big hurt knowing a certain sadness a big hurt licking wounds in the darkness a big hurt mending scars on the soul a big hurt letting go of love a big hurt small compared to death a big hurt not worth the end pain a big hurt a lesson learned Inspired by “A Big Hurt” from … Continue reading A Big Hurt