the moment I disappear
the moment I disappear no one will be aware the silence will not echo the walls will not tremble no heart shall ache no soul will quake with envy nor fear the moment I disappear the world will spin on time will have forgotten memories will fade in a blink of an eye I will disappear Continue reading the moment I disappear
Songs of My Life: March 2018
March’s message is simple: Everything’s gonna be all right. Listen on Spotify Listen/Watch on YouTube or below “Three Little Birds” by Bob Marley This song drifted into my head at the beginning of the month and has stuck with me through it out. My anxiety has been off the charts February and March. The attacks make everything seem it’s falling apart even if it may not … Continue reading Songs of My Life: March 2018
Disillusioned
disillusioned broken shattered into pieces bleeding eviscerated mind is a cyclone of thoughts lashing out shredding fragments of the heart numb is the soul hiding in fear tear out my hair bury me in the ground embittered memories fraught with burden ending pain liberation Continue reading Disillusioned
The Voice That Speaks Inside: Part Deux
It’s funny how life works out. Sometimes you jump and the Universe catches you. Sometimes you jump and you fall on your face, but you get up, dust yourself off and try (or jump) again and the Universe catches you. Sometimes, it’s the small voice that speaks inside that says, remember. And I remember. I remember this. My career mentor and friend, Jack Daniel, once said … Continue reading The Voice That Speaks Inside: Part Deux
Songs of My Life: February 2018
I gave myself a challenge on February to post one new piece of writing every day. Be it a poem, thoughts, etc. You can read all the pieces HERE. Some were inspired by feelings, thoughts, emotions, reactions, events and so on. Things I learned from that challenge: I wrote a poem (Innocence’s Caress) that reminded someone of Catullus 85 by Catullus and that was pretty rad … Continue reading Songs of My Life: February 2018
the answer
a sign a signal a hope a something does it come from within does it come from above does it come from an answer given an answer heard an answer written is it a gut feeling a shake of the nerves a tremor in the bones …silence your mind …still your heart …listen to your soul the answer is… Continue reading the answer
rainy monday
falling rain cold dead skin healing pain deep within lifeless breath filling lungs no emotional depth body plunged into death Continue reading rainy monday
never chosen
words cut through skin bleeding deep from within never chosen never the one drag the blade up wrist make this life desist never chosen never the one feelings start to decay like the embers of a dying day never chosen never the one Continue reading never chosen
recycle bin tears
laughter outside my window tink, glass against glass music fills the air not a thought not a care the world spins on laughter turns to silence glass shatters recycle bin tears empty promises left behind another day is done the world spins on Continue reading recycle bin tears
forgotten flowers
forgotten flowers wilting yellow fades color of friends not the color of love melting away in the wind until nothing is left but thorns on a stick Continue reading forgotten flowers