“I can’t take it. It’s just a paycheck. I can’t fake it, when nothing’s sacred. It just started. I can’t take one more day. I can’t bend, this must end, counting back from 3, 2, 1…” ~”Dead Living” by Sugarcult They say “we are born to die”. We are not Benjamin Button. Most of us get up, go to work, do what we need to do to survive … Continue reading Dead Living
As I said last Sunday, that I wasn’t going to give any more energy in living a life that chooses me. From last week’s post: I do not choose and will not let life choose: – to allow the energies of others to effect my mood, my mind, my inner peace, my personality – to allow the actions of others to effect my mood, my mind, … Continue reading Sunday Reflections: Choose Happiness
The month of February I was not living from the choice of what I wanted to do. I was living in the choice of what I should do to get through the shit I had on my list…aka sleep walking through the monotonous motions of a life I was not choosing to live but a life I was letting choose me. Continue reading Sunday Reflections
If I am honest, I am undeniably single. I have been since 1999. It has been by my choice and I must say, it’s been one of the best choices I’ve made for my life. Some people need someone to feel complete and happy, and I’m pretty darn complete and happy with me. I don’t knock those who need someone, but I am an advocate at learning to spend and love yourself. RuPaul says it best: “If you don’t love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” Continue reading THE $23.69 LIFE LESSON
“Following your joy, finding what it is when you lose your track of time and trying to direct your life so you can do that as much as possible you’ll start enjoying life a lot more and you’ll find that things will fall into place. That’s the secret to happiness and finding who you are, is following your natural instincts of what makes you happy.” Continue reading FOLLOWING YOUR JOY
If you’ve read anything I’ve posted before, you probably are aware of my belief of the Universe and the signs it gives you. I believe if you’re tuned into your surroundings and aware of what’s going outside of your own head, that the Universe gives you signs. Some are subtle, some are smack dab in front of you, but it’s up to you to read … Continue reading Touch
I woke up in bit of a funk this morning. Partly due to the lack of sleep, the headache I feel asleep with, the slight freak out of money now that I’m back from Australia, and how I was suppose to start my reboot of life this week but moved it to next week, dreary weather and so on and so on. Then I realized, … Continue reading Do What it Takes to Keep a Smile on Your Face
2 days…until Australia. It just seems like yesterday I was day dreaming and applying for an ETA. As I sat on the phone with Heather, discussing things we’re packing and not packing, we both were kind of like…2 days. I got off the phone with her and packed but needed a mental break so I watched The X-Files. The episode “Audrey Pauley” hit a little too … Continue reading Ça va (It goes)
Just a few things I just wanted to cover today because they are 2 things close to my heart and save me from going insane and 1 is just words of wisdom or hope or inspiration… #1 Thank you to those that reached out to me about Chapter One aka Day One of The Dumbing Down of Love. Your positive words mean a lot to … Continue reading A Few Things I Need to Say Today
Life is never easy. There are ups and there are downs. There are side roads that should have been taken and main roads that should have been avoided. There are times when one needs to stop running and times when running is the best thing to do. Many know I’m going to Australia in December, and if you don’t, you obviously don’t follow me on … Continue reading Leave The Light On