pleasure in pain pain in pleasure love in lust lust in love a freeing touch a binding kiss a shackle of desire a sting of ecstasy tools of sex lies of love freedom from guilt no judgement no shame two who long for each other a spoken word a gagging of emotions a whip of honesty a chain of feelings tools of love lies of … Continue reading tools and lies
Pushing the glass door open, I smiled at the elderly security guard and walked to where he sat. “I’m here for a meeting with Gray,” I said before he could ask what my business was and filled out the paper on the clipboard. “I figured. He mentioned he had a meeting with someone,” he said, glancing at the clipboard. “You know where you’re going Lillian?” … Continue reading A Late Night Visit
Via text with my Scorpio Sistah, Julie: Julie: I’m gonna make a Rombello spotify playlist this week. Eek. We need to start planning. Me: I know!!! Julie: Literally gonna pack costumes and bathing suits! Now that is a vacation! Me: Amen. I have duct tape and caution tape for us. Julie: Stop it. Me: Yep. Will try a few ideas this wknd and text you … Continue reading Vacation Planning: Costumes, Bathing Suits, Duct Tape, Caution Tape
To me, being single isn’t the end of the world. I have sole possession of the remote control which means I can watch the NHL network, Doctor Who, SyFy channel, or RuPaul’s Drag Race any time I want to without having to DVR it or waiting for someone to relinquish control of the remote. I can take up the entire bed and all the blankets … Continue reading Being Single
There’s a lot to be said for a support circle. I am super grateful for my support circle of friends…aka chosen family. They balance me, encourage me, let me vent, let me be, and are there for me. I am not sure how I would get through life without them. They are my strength when I feel weak. They are my shoulder to cry on … Continue reading Chosen Family
My name is Alice White and I am a murderer. No, I wasn’t named after the wine. I was named after my great-great grandmother and White is the family name that has served my family well because my family is filled with white magicians. We do the kind of good magic that brings good fortunate, health and so on. There … Continue reading Alice White
I remember the exact moment when I stopped believing in God. I was three minutes into my thirtieth birthday when my father passed away. I woke up from a deep sleep and saw a bright white light filling my room and a wave goodbye from my father. Tears sprang in my eyes immediately. I dialed his number, and when there was no answer, I rushed … Continue reading Amor Fati
Happy Anniversary!! You guys have been together 18 years! That is half of the time you’ve been alive! I am so proud of you two and everything you have been through and accomplished, but mostly, I am proud of the family that you have become and that you are raising. You have taken your youth and infused it into everything you do and into the … Continue reading A Letter to Brenda & Bud
I will admit without shame that I am completely fascinated with the world of the adult film industry…aka…pornography. If I could be on a set and actually watch the filming of a porn, I would jump at the chance. I have so many questions about how the industry works, how filming works, the logistics of filming the movie and scenes, why a straight man is doing … Continue reading Everyone Watches a Version of It
Today was suppose to be a post of a short story, but alas, I am allowed to change “my list” as the creative spark ignites. Besides, I went to see Blondie & X tonight, and I have about 20 mins to whip a post together. (Deborah Harry is still a rock goddess, in case you were wondering.) As I stated in a previous post: I … Continue reading I Have Realized…