April was a mixed bag of emotions ranging from The Oncoming Storm to happy and everything in between. I believe it shows heavily in the music. This list isn’t for the weak. Listen on Apple MusicListen on Spotify “I’m that Bitch” by RuPaulSometimes you need to be your own hype woman. This song was my hype song all month. “I Still Haven’t Found What I’m … Continue reading Songs of My Life: April 2021
Didn’t even realize March ended until it was the end of April 1. Guess that was the April Fools Joke on me. Blink and I would have missed it. I don’t really have a lot to say about March. It was what it was and I felt like I was tired or behind the eight ball all month. Listen on Apple Music Listen on Spotify … Continue reading Songs of My Life: March 2021
8 months into 2020. CAN YOU BELIEVE? There are times when I still feel stuck in March-April when the pandemic hit. There are times when I have no fucking clue what month it is. But here we are, 8 months into the year. Not exactly the year any of expected but sadly the year we probably all needed. Needed to reset. Needed to see the … Continue reading Songs of My Life: August 2020
Listen on Apple Music Listen on Spotify THE CHOSEN 3: LIGHT (energy): n/a LOVE (vibration): n/a MAGIC (frequency): n/a I couldn’t decide on a Chosen 3 this month that spoke Light, Love, and Magic to me. Of all the months, Light, Love, and Magic was definitely needed. I started July feeling rather hopeless. Found an undercurrent of anger and hostility simmering within me and then found peace. The US … Continue reading Songs of My Life: July 2020
I can say one thing about September for sure…I’m glad it’s over. And that’s all I really have to say about it. Listen on Apple Music Listen on Spotify “Rotting Piñata” by Sponge This song has stood the test of time and honestly, the lyrics still get me to this day “…here lies junk that was me. Here lies this wreck that was me…grab my … Continue reading Songs of My Life: September 2019
I spent most of January trying to raise my vibrations spiritually and mentally while trying to match my outer self (body) to be the inner badass I am. Working out and eating right has become an obsession and I’m grateful for it because I am better for it. While I’m no where near where I want to be, I’m having a blast getting there, however … Continue reading Songs of My Life: January 2019
Another year down…all I can say is that I am glad I am not where January 2018 started. I am in a happier place in my personal, professional and spiritual life and I cannot wait to see what amazing things 2019 brings my way. The songs this month were about loving more, hating less, standing up for what is right, spreading positivity, and believing in … Continue reading Songs of My Life: December 2018
When I originally sat down to reflect on the songs of August, I thought the theme was BREATHE as it appears in several lyrics and try as I might to stay level headed and together and positive and all that wonderful jazz, I do sometimes forget to just breathe. But on second glance, the theme was not BREATHE, the theme was NOT ENOUGH. For me, the first half … Continue reading Songs of My Life: August 2017
In my journal, I made myself answer the question: What is right about me that I’m not getting? One of the answers that stood out the most was this: “I’m a person with depression and anxieties but I don’t let that stop me from living and experiencing life or loving someone.” Life isn’t packaged in a pretty box with a bow. It’s much like a Jackson Pollack painting. … Continue reading Songs of My Life: February 2017
It’s amazing, surprising, frustrating, and scary how a month can change thoughts, feelings, energies, things, people, and the list goes on and on. Some things felt over night. Somethings felt over the course of days, week, or the month but whatever it was August kicked me in my imaginary gonads. I felt it beat the shit out of me until the full moon on the 18th. … Continue reading Songs of My Life: August 2016