360 days of haikus. I started writing these on a whim on January 6th after I read “The Portable Jack Kerouac”. I gave myself a challenge to write every day and though it might not have been my traditional style of writing or my preferred style of writing, I wrote 3 lines every day. I don’t think I’ll be continuing my daily haikus into 2018. … Continue reading December Haikus
This has been a shitty week for me emotionally, mentally and spiritually. It might be remnants of November or it could be this is the week my mama passed away 8 years ago. There have been nights where I can’t stop crying and days where I’m so hurt I’m past the point of caring and feel like screaming fuck off/fuck you. Mostly I’m at the … Continue reading Feeling Blah
Spiritually Mentally Emotionally I am tired My mind is tired My soul is exhausted My heart is done I am tired of giving Tired of not receiving Tired of being nothing I am so fucking tired I want to sleep for days Sleep for weeks until the pain is gone Until the hurt has disappeared I want to slide into the darkness Let it comfort … Continue reading Tired
It was a witness mark A vague witness mark But a witness mark nonetheless Hidden beneath the dust of depression Covered by the cobwebs of fears Untouched for years Then he came along I bared my soul That’s what hurts the most The realization I am nothing Not even a reaction Just a thanks Seems you want to fade away I’ll let you ghost Just … Continue reading Witness Mark
Another month down. One to go! You can follow them daily on Twitter. If you missed them or if you’re not on Twitter, you can read them below November 30 dare not wake me reality is too harsh for this healing heart November 29 timeless friends single moments in space caught on celluloid and tape November 28 setting moon signaling day beginning come back and sing me … Continue reading November Haikus
it’s you that I want when I’m laying in the dark listening to the tick of the clock it’s you that I think of when I’m drinking alone in a crowded bar it’s you always you goddamn it’s you completed on Nov 14 2017 Continue reading you
There are days that can make you feel dead inside. There are days where rainbows shine after the rain and songs that play randomly remind you that the spirits of your loved ones are close. Nothing in life is perfect or guaranteed. It’s easier to lie because the telling the truth is too hard. It’s easier to be angry for what you don’t have than … Continue reading Don’t Call Me Maybe
It was a bit of a struggle to write haikus this month, but I made it through! You can follow them daily on Twitter. If you missed them or if you’re not on Twitter, you can read them below October 31 scorpio spook babies lovers fighters family friends happy birthday October 30 beginning to fade into the light love and life bleeding into night October 29 sunday … Continue reading October Haikus
And there sets forth the oncoming storm Wispy fingers of creeping dark around my neck Will it pass through or will it linger? Staring at the darkness that’s coming towards me Praying that it passes by as quickly as it arrives Uninvited Unwanted Wispy fingers feel like a real hand closing off my breath Shutting eyes Holding breathe Hoping it will not be my death … Continue reading The Oncoming Storm
Back in 2012, I wrote 100 Facts About Me. It was freaking hard. As I stated then, it took me 10 months to write it. How does it take 10 months to write 100 facts about oneself?!? Who knows. This one only took only took 2 months. Anyway, now it’s time for 100 Facts About Me 2.0. insert drum roll…in no particular order, here it … Continue reading 100 Facts About Me 2.0