Tired
Spiritually Mentally Emotionally I am tired My mind is tired My soul is exhausted My heart is done I am tired of giving Tired of not receiving Tired of being nothing I am so fucking tired I want to sleep for days Sleep for weeks until the pain is gone Until the hurt has disappeared I want to slide into the darkness Let it comfort … Continue reading Tired
Witness Mark
It was a witness mark A vague witness mark But a witness mark nonetheless Hidden beneath the dust of depression Covered by the cobwebs of fears Untouched for years Then he came along I bared my soul That’s what hurts the most The realization I am nothing Not even a reaction Just a thanks Seems you want to fade away I’ll let you ghost Just … Continue reading Witness Mark
November Haikus
Another month down. One to go! You can follow them daily on Twitter. If you missed them or if you’re not on Twitter, you can read them below November 30 dare not wake me reality is too harsh for this healing heart November 29 timeless friends single moments in space caught on celluloid and tape November 28 setting moon signaling day beginning come back and sing me … Continue reading November Haikus
Songs of My Life: November 2017
Fuck, November was hard to get through. The On Coming Storm (depression) showed up unannounced and rained (literally and figuratively) on my mother fucking parade for most of the month. There were a lot of lows this month and the few highs couldn’t pull me out the funk. As the month is ending, I am finally starting to feel the storm pass. My family and … Continue reading Songs of My Life: November 2017
REVIEW: Need You by Aeora
Do you know what I needed in my life this week? THIS. VERY. SONG. If you read any of my previous posts or follow me on social media, you know I speak from my heart and occasionally from my brain. I was aware this song came out this week because of a tweet by LANKS and I had made a note to “listen to it” … Continue reading REVIEW: Need You by Aeora
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it’s you that I want when I’m laying in the dark listening to the tick of the clock it’s you that I think of when I’m drinking alone in a crowded bar it’s you always you goddamn it’s you completed on Nov 14 2017 Continue reading you
Don’t Call Me Maybe
There are days that can make you feel dead inside. There are days where rainbows shine after the rain and songs that play randomly remind you that the spirits of your loved ones are close. Nothing in life is perfect or guaranteed. It’s easier to lie because the telling the truth is too hard. It’s easier to be angry for what you don’t have than … Continue reading Don’t Call Me Maybe
October Haikus
It was a bit of a struggle to write haikus this month, but I made it through! You can follow them daily on Twitter. If you missed them or if you’re not on Twitter, you can read them below October 31 scorpio spook babies lovers fighters family friends happy birthday October 30 beginning to fade into the light love and life bleeding into night October 29 sunday … Continue reading October Haikus
Songs of My Life: October 2017
Looking back on October, I didn’t sense an overall theme or feeling. Just songs that marked moments, thoughts, feelings. October was a bit of a weird one for me. Neither blah or awesome. It just existed. Just. Listen/watch on Youtube HERE or below. Spotify* users HERE (*not all songs on Spotify) “A Better Future” by David Bowie From his HEATHEN album, which was considered a … Continue reading Songs of My Life: October 2017
The Oncoming Storm
And there sets forth the oncoming storm Wispy fingers of creeping dark around my neck Will it pass through or will it linger? Staring at the darkness that’s coming towards me Praying that it passes by as quickly as it arrives Uninvited Unwanted Wispy fingers feel like a real hand closing off my breath Shutting eyes Holding breathe Hoping it will not be my death … Continue reading The Oncoming Storm